Im so sick of myself id rather be текст

Перевод песни brutal (Olivia Rodrigo)

brutal

жестоко

I want it to be, like, messy

I’m so insecure I think
That I’ll die before I drink
And I’m so caught up in the news
Of who likes me and who hates you
And I’m so tired that I might
Quit my job, start a new life
And they’d all be so disappointed
‘Cause who am I if not exploited?
And I’m so sick of seventeen
Where’s my fuckin’ teenage dream?
If someone tells me one more time
«Enjoy your youth,» I’m gonna cry
And I don’t stick up for myself
I’m anxious and nothing can help
And I wish I’d done this before
And I wish people liked me more

All I did was try my best
This the kind of thanks I get?
Unrelentlessly upset
They say these are the golden years
But I wish I could disappear
Ego crush is so severe
God, it’s brutal out here
(Yeah)

I feel like no one wants me
And I hate the way I’m perceived
I only have two real friends
And lately I’m a nervous wreck
‘Cause I love people I don’t like
And I hate every song I write
And I’m not cool, and I’m not smart
And I can’t even parallel park

All I did was try my best
This the kind of thanks I get?
Unrelentlessly upset
They say these are the golden years
But I wish I could disappear
Ego crush is so severe
God, it’s brutal out here
(Yeah, just havin’ a really good time)

Got a broken ego, broken heart
(It’s brutal out here, it’s brutal out here)
And, God, I don’t even know where to start

Я хочу чтобы это было, типа, беспорядочно

Всё, что я делала, — пыталась изо всех сил,
И это благодарность за мой труд?
Безжалостно огорчена,
Говорят, это и есть золотые годы.
И мне хотелось бы исчезнуть,
Раздавленное самолюбие — дело серьёзное.
Господи, здесь так жестоко.
(Да)

Всё, что я делала, — пыталась изо всех сил,
И это благодарность за мой труд?
Безжалостно огорчена,
Говорят, это и есть золотые годы.
И мне хотелось бы исчезнуть,
Раздавленное самолюбие — дело серьёзное.
Господи, здесь так жестоко.
(Да, просто хорошо провожу время)

У меня разрушенное эго, разбитое сердце
(Здесь так жестоко, здесь просто зверски),
И, Боже, я даже не знаю с чего начать.

jealousy, jealousy

I kinda wanna throw my phone across the room
‘Cause all I see are girls too good to be true
With paper-white teeth and perfect bodies
Wish I didn’t care

I know their beauty’s not my lack
But it feels like that weight is on my back
And I can’t let it go

Com-comparison is killin’ me slowly
I think I think too much
‘Bout kids who don’t know me
I’m so sick of myself
I’d rather be, rather be
Anyone, anyone else
My jealousy, jealousy started followin’ me
Started followin’ me

And I see everyone gettin’ all the things I want
I’m happy for them, but then again, I’m not
Just cool vintage clothes and vacation photos
I can’t stand it
Oh God, I sound crazy

Their win is not my loss
I know it’s true, but
I can’t help gettin’ caught up in it all

Com-comparison is killin’ me slowly
I think I think too much
‘Bout kids who don’t know me
I’m so sick of myself
Rather be, rather be
Anyone, anyone else
My jealousy, jealousy (yeah)

All your friends are so cool, you go out every night
In your daddy’s nice car, yeah, you’re livin’ the life
Got a pretty face, a pretty boyfriend, too
I wanna be you so bad and I don’t even know you

All I see is what I should be
Happier, prettier, jealousy, jealousy
All I see is what I should be
I’m losin’ it, all I get’s jealousy, jealousy

Com-comparison is killin’ me slowly
I think I think too much
‘Bout kids who don’t know me
And I’m so sick of myself
Rather be, rather be (oh, oh)
Anyone, anyone else (anybody else)
Jealousy, jealousy

Oh, I’m so sick of myself
I’d rather be, rather be (oh, oh, oh)
Anyone, anyone else
Jealousy, jealousy started followin’ me

jealousy, jealousy

I kinda wanna throw my phone across the room
‘Cause all I see are girls too good to be true
With paper-white teeth and perfect bodies
Wish I didn’t care

I know their beauty’s not my lack
But it feels like that weight is on my back
And I can’t let it go

Com-comparison is killin’ me slowly
I think I think too much
‘Bout kids who don’t know me
I’m so sick of myself
I’d rather be, rather be
Anyone, anyone else
My jealousy, jealousy started followin’ me
Started followin’ me

And I see everyone gettin’ all the things I want
I’m happy for them, but then again, I’m not
Just cool vintage clothes and vacation photos
I can’t stand it
Oh God, I sound crazy

Their win is not my loss
I know it’s true, but
I can’t help gettin’ caught up in it all

Com-comparison is killin’ me slowly
I think I think too much
‘Bout kids who don’t know me
I’m so sick of myself
Rather be, rather be
Anyone, anyone else
My jealousy, jealousy (yeah)

All your friends are so cool, you go out every night
In your daddy’s nice car, yeah, you’re livin’ the life
Got a pretty face, a pretty boyfriend, too
I wanna be you so bad and I don’t even know you

All I see is what I should be
Happier, prettier, jealousy, jealousy
All I see is what I should be
I’m losin’ it, all I get’s jealousy, jealousy

Com-comparison is killin’ me slowly
I think I think too much
‘Bout kids who don’t know me
And I’m so sick of myself
Rather be, rather be (oh, oh)
Anyone, anyone else (anybody else)
Jealousy, jealousy

Oh, I’m so sick of myself
I’d rather be, rather be (oh, oh, oh)
Anyone, anyone else
Jealousy, jealousy started followin’ me

jealousy, jealousy

jealousy, jealousy

I kinda wanna throw my phone across the room
‘Cause all I see are girls too good to be true
With paper-white teeth and perfect bodies
Wish I didn’t care

I know their beauty’s not my lack
But it feels like that weight is on my back
And I can’t let it go

Com-comparison is killin’ me slowly
I think I think too much
‘Bout kids who don’t know me
I’m so sick of myself
I’d rather be, rather be
Anyone, anyone else
My jealousy, jealousy started followin’ me
Started followin’ me

And I see everyone gettin’ all the things I want
I’m happy for them, but then again, I’m not
Just cool vintage clothes and vacation photos
I can’t stand it
Oh God, I sound crazy

Their win is not my loss
I know it’s true, but
I can’t help gettin’ caught up in it all

Com-comparison is killin’ me slowly
I think I think too much
‘Bout kids who don’t know me
I’m so sick of myself
Rather be, rather be
Anyone, anyone else
My jealousy, jealousy (yeah)

All your friends are so cool, you go out every night
In your daddy’s nice car, yeah, you’re livin’ the life
Got a pretty face, a pretty boyfriend, too
I wanna be you so bad and I don’t even know you

All I see is what I should be
Happier, prettier, jealousy, jealousy
All I see is what I should be
I’m losin’ it, all I get’s jealousy, jealousy

Com-comparison is killin’ me slowly
I think I think too much
‘Bout kids who don’t know me
And I’m so sick of myself
Rather be, rather be (oh, oh)
Anyone, anyone else (anybody else)
Jealousy, jealousy

Oh, I’m so sick of myself
I’d rather be, rather be (oh, oh, oh)
Anyone, anyone else
Jealousy, jealousy started followin’ me

envidia, envidia

Es como que quiero tirar mi teléfono al otro lado de la habitación
Porque todo lo que veo son chicas demasiado buenas para ser verdad
Con dientes blancos como el papel y cuerpos perfectos
Ojalá no me importara

Sé que su belleza no significa falta de mi belleza
Pero parece que ese peso permanece en mi espalda
Y no puedo librarme de eso

La com-comparación me está matando lentamente
Creo que pienso demasiado
Sobre personas que no me conocen
Estoy tan harta de mí misma
Preferiría ser, preferiría ser
Cualquier, cualquier persona
Mi envidia, envidia empezó a seguirme
Empezó a seguirme

Y veo que todos consiguen todas las cosas que quiero
Estoy feliz por ellos, pero de nuevo, no lo estoy
Solo hermosas prendas vintage y fotos de vacaciones
No puedo soportarlo
Ay, Dios, sueno loca

Sus victorias no significan mi pérdida
Sé que es verdad, pero
No puedo evitar quedarme pensando así

La com-comparación me está matando lentamente
Creo que pienso demasiado
Sobre los niños que no me conocen
Estoy tan harta de mí misma
Preferiría ser, preferiría ser
Cualquier, cualquier persona
Mi envidia, envidia (sí)

Todos tus amigos son geniales, sales todas las noches
En el lindo auto de tu papá, sí, estás viviendo la vida
Tienes una cara bonita, un novio bonito también
Quiero tanto ser como tú y ni siquiera te conozco

Todo lo que veo es lo que debería ser
Más feliz, más bonita, envidiosa, envidiosa
Todo lo que veo es lo que debería ser
Lo estoy perdiendo, todo lo que tengo son envidias, envidias

La com-comparación me está matando lentamente
Creo que pienso demasiado
Sobre los niños que no me conocen
Estoy tan harta de mí misma
Preferiría ser, preferiría ser (oh, oh)
Cualquier, cualquier persona (cualquier persona)
La envidia, envidia

Oh, estoy tan harta de mí misma
Preferiría ser, preferiría ser (oh, oh, oh)
Cualquier, cualquier persona
La envidia, envidia empezó a seguirme

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I kinda wanna throw my phone across the room

‘Cause all I see are girls too good to be true

With paper-white teeth and perfect bodies

Wish I didn’t care

I know their beauty’s not my lack

But it feels like that weight is on my back

And I can’t let it go

Com-comparison is killin’ me slowly

I think I think too much

‘Bout kids who don’t know me

I’m so sick of myself

I’d rather be, rather be

Anyone, anyone else

My jealousy, jealousy started followin’ me (He-he-he, he)

Started followin’ me (He-he-he, he)

And I see everyone gettin’ all the things I want

I’m happy for them, but then again, I’m not

Just cool vintage clothes and vacation photos

I can’t stand it

Oh God, I sound crazy

Their win is not my loss

I know it’s true, but

I can’t help gettin’ caught up in it all

Com-comparison is killin’ me slowly

I think I think too much

‘Bout kids who don’t know me

I’m so sick of myself

Rather be, rather be

Anyone, anyone else

My jealousy, jealousy (Yeah)

All your friends are so cool, you go out every night

In your daddy’s nice car, yeah, you’re livin’ the life

Got a pretty face, a pretty boyfriend, too

I wanna be you so bad and I don’t even know you

All I see is what I should be

Happier, prettier, jealousy, jealousy

All I see is what I should be

I’m losin’ it, all I get’s jealousy, jealousy