Came up still wanna kill myself
Came up still wanna kill myself
Текст песни OMFG
Перевод песни OMFG
[Intro:]
This is a certified hood classic
Kill myself
My life is goin’ nowhere
I want everyone to know that I—
[Chorus:]
I used to wanna kill myself
Came up, still wanna kill myself
My life is goin’ nowhere
I want everyone to know that I don’t care
I used to wanna kill myself
Came up, still wanna kill myself
My life is goin’ nowhere
I want everyone to know that I don’t care
[Chorus:]
I used to wanna kill myself
Came up, still wanna kill myself
My life is goin’ nowhere
I want everyone to know that I don’t care
I used to wanna kill myself
Came up, still wanna kill myself
My life is goin’ nowhere
I want everyone to know that I don’t care
[Outro:]
Baby girl, you got nothing on her
You’re the only one that could ever compare
I can’t hear what you’re tryin’ to say
Club lights shining on the side of your face
О мой чёртов бог
[Интро:]
Это настоящая классика!
Убить себя.
Моя жизнь катится в никуда.
Я хочу, чтоб все знали, что я.
[Куплет:]
Малышка, в тебе нет ничего от неё,
Ты единственная, кто вообще мог сравнить вас.
Я не слышу, что ты пытаешься сказать,
Огоньки пляшут на твоём лице.
Кокаиновая любовь идёт прямо в твой мозг,
Какого чёрта все такие одинаковые?
К чёрту мою жизнь, скажи этой с*ке, что я безумен,
Лил Пип, детка, позволь мне заглушить твою боль!
[Аутро:]
Малышка, в тебе нет ничего от неё,
Ты единственная, кто вообще мог сравнить вас.
Я не слышу, что ты пытаешься сказать,
Огоньки пляшут на твоём лице.
Lil Peep: OMFG — перевод песни
OMFG — третий трек с микстейпа Hellboy, в котором Lil Peep рассказывает о своей депрессии и суицидальных мыслях. По-сути такое подавленное настроение преследовало музыканта на протяжении всей его недолгой жизни. Именно избавления от постоянной депрессии искал Густав в наркотиках и музыке…
Трек вышел 25 сентября 2016 года
В интервью изданию Pitchfork, касательно этой песни, Lil Peep сказал следующее:
Да, это все серьезно. Я страдаю от депрессии, и иногда я просыпаюсь с мыслями, типа: «Черт, может мне не стоило просыпался» …я понял, что это просто мое постоянное состояние, это химический дисбаланс в моем мозгу. Я могу быть очень подавленным, но вы не сможете это понять, потому что я не выражаю свои эмоции в социальных сетях. Это та сторона меня, которую я выражаю через музыку. Это мой канал, чтобы выпустить наружу все это дерьмо…
Несмотря на славу и успех, Lil Peep пронес глубокую депрессию и мысли о самоубийстве через всю свою жизнь. Ирония судьбы в том, что психотропные вещества, в которых он искал спасения от депрессии и смерти, в итоге убили его.
Слушаем сам трек
R.I.P, Lil Peep — нам будет тебя не хватать…
Мне будет очень приятно, если ты поделишься этой статьей с друзьями 😉
Is Lil Peep’s Music Brilliant or Stupid as Shit?
Still of Lil Peep via «white wine» on YouTube
«Used to wanna kill myself / Came up, still wanna kill myself.» Lil Peep, «omfg,» published 2016
Lil Peep is a white rapper from Long Island who now lives in Los Angeles. His songs are about doing cocaine, wanting to commit suicide, and talking to girls about cocaine and suicide. Between his mixtapes hellboy and crybaby, as well as various one-off loosies and collaborations, he has rapped over samples of Brand New, Underoath, Avenged Sevenfold, Slayer, The Microphones, Sonic Youth, The Postal Service, and an acoustic performance of «Creep» by Radiohead. He attacks these samples with the same half-singing, half-mumbling cadence of rappers such as Playboi Carti or Lil Yachty, cloaked in the vocal tones of mall-rockers past. All of the songs on his SoundCloud are tagged «#Alternative Rock,» and his account on the site reveals that he’s left multiple comments on songs produced by someone named Marilyn Mansion. He is a member of a crew called GOTHBOICLIQUE, which also includes members with names like «cold hart,» «horse head,» «jpdreamthug,» «wicca phase springs eternal,» and «yawns.» While researching this piece, I found a 4chan thread declaring him «objectively the GOAT» for getting the word «daddy» tattooed on his chest (don’t worry, he also has the word «CRYBABY» tattooed on his forehead). His vibe is somewhere between «shoegaze Kreayshawn,» «little brother of the guy Lana Del Rey sang about on ‘Video Games’,» and «Hey, remember that emotionally manipulative coke dealer you met on Myspace and then dated for three months back in high school? Well, that dude’s still 19, and he raps now!» I’m not sure whether it’s because of enjoyment, morbid fascination, or a genuine concern about his well-being, but I can’t stop listening to him.
The natural first reaction to Lil Peep is confusion, especially if you are an adult. When he raps about «living at the mall, yeah» on «the song they played [when i crashed into that wall],» it’s genuinely hard to tell if he’s bragging about dropping stacks at the Giuseppe store or if he’s been killing time there by shoplifting from Hot Topic and flipping vape juice to underage kids. Lyrics like «Girls, they try to make me mad / I try to make ’em sad» («girls») and «Change my name / Shave my head / Tell my friends / That I’m dead» («yesterday,» which btdubs is a two-minute song that samples «Wonderwall» and ends with the sound of someone belching) say this is all a joke, but that giant «CRYBABY» tattoo on his face says that this is soooooo not a joke. Aesthetically, he markets himself in the same way as any other blog-baiting internet rapper, with videos that show him mouthing lyrics as he stands in a kitchen or in front of a door holding money. The remarkable thing about Peep’s music, though, is that after the initial waves of incredulity and condescension wash over you, another shock will set in: that this demonic hell-child is genuinely talented. His best songs feel like perfectly constructed Warped Tour pop-punk masquerading as slurry pop-rap with lyrics so polished and professional that I kept googling them to make sure he wasn’t quoting Future and/or Fall Out Boy. Consider this chunk of «crybaby,» the Brand New-sampling first song off his mixtape of the same title:
Geeking on a Friday, I can never sleep right
Knowing I hurt you, I don’t deserve you
I should’ve curved you, I know I’m the worst, boo
But I could be cool, too, and you got them dance moves
And I got this vibe, I swear it’s perfect to ride to
I wanna die too, we all wanna die too
I got this vibe I swear she love getting high to
I love getting high too, I wanna hide you
How did I find you? I’ll be inside, I’m making music to cry to
If you ignore the lyrics’ actual content (which oscillates between asinine and laughable) and instead focus on their construction, you start to understand why you haven’t stopped listening to Lil Peep even though you also think his music is virtuosically moronic. Each line seems to twist into the next, the plotline offering a series of reversals and then a minor miracle of wordplay, before ending on a punchline that doubles as a mission statement. He’s capable of serving up an AIM away-message worthy line like, «you know I love you by the way that I kiss you,» and then wryly undercutting it with a sound effect that’s the auditory equivalent of the «Face Throwing a Kiss» emoji. The charging verses, subdued bridge, and HUGE_ASS_CHORUS.wav of «kiss» perfectly mirrors the tension-and-release formula of the best Blink-182 and Taking Back Sunday songs, and the track never lets you take a breath before hitting you over the head with another monstrous hook. The sugar rush of the familiar gets thrown into relief as Peep leans into the lyrical tropes of hip-hop, and right around the time he raps, «I saw the plug at the club, came back with a brick,» you might find yourself singing along in spite of the arch silliness at hand. It’s these little structural details that make a song stick with the listener, no matter their genre trappings. (Also worth noting is the fact that Peep is doing the heavy lifting in spite of his potentially gimmicky production. Contrast that with the early work of his fellow internet curio Yung Lean, who before he learned how to write songs like «Yoshi City» and «Kyoto,» largely crested on sheer novelty, as well as the beats of his preternaturally talented producers Yung Sherm and Gud.)
Yes, if this were 2006, Lil Peep would probably be making terrible electro-screamo about slitting his wrists while parlaying his millions of MySpace friends into an early-afternoon slot on the Warped Tour mainstage. Let us not allow that to distract us from the fact that it is 2016, and Lil Peep is making out-and-out hip-hop about how he wants to die while racking up millions of plays on SoundCloud. Peep might represent the second coming of mallcore, yes, but only because the second coming of mallcore has come to include hip-hop itself. The well of influence Peep’s drawing from here undoubtedly includes pop-punk, but his music is largely if not primarily informed by such post-#bars pioneers such as Speaker Knockerz and Chief Keef, the bespoke scumbaggery of early Weeknd, Riff Raff’s refractive loopiness, and the discursive rambunction of SpaceGhostPurrp’s Raider Klan. His contemporaries aren’t the modern scenecore staples Palisades and Attila; they’re the massively popular Miami trash-rappers Fat Nick and Pouya, the sardonic art kid burnouts in Atlanta’s Awful Records, and the one-man rap game Blink-182 that is Lil Uzi Vert.
This is symptomatic of a greater musical shift that’s occurred over the past decade––much like punk rock once did, hip-hop has spread in vast and unexpected directions, mutating and evolving as artists put their own spin on old traditions while merging them with influences outside of the genre. Combine Buzzcocks and The Cure, and you’ll end up with My Chemical Romance; combine Screwed Up Click with David Guetta and you get RiFF RAFF. Combine My Chemical Romance and RiFF RAFF, and you might get… I’ll let you finish that thought, but did you know that PacSun carries Fear of God and Been Trill now?
For what it’s worth, I did ask the one person I know who has actually met Lil Peep––Adam Grandmaison of the popular No Jumper podcast––whether he thought the rapper is «for real» or not. «I think he’s 100 percent serious and wants to be a huge pop star,» said Grandmaison, who recorded an episode of his podcast with Peep but due to an audio error never posted the footage online. Unfortunate as the situation was for Grandmaison, perhaps the snafu worked to Peep’s benefit, since it’s hard to imagine what he could say to the press that wouldn’t puncture the mystique afforded by ambiguity. (A teenager with a face tattoo possesses demonstrable proof that they lack the sort of judgment that prevents people from saying things that they will later regret; talking to one on-record should be considered a form of libel and outlawed.) He’s managed to build a substantial head of steam––his songs get hundreds of thousands of plays on SoundCloud, he’s currently touring the West Coast with Fat Nick, and, save for a denim cap that says «HELLBITCH,» his merch is completely sold out online––while mostly controlling his own message.
But within Peep’s dumbness lies an odd strain of bravery. Nothing screams «bad taste» quite as loud as the sound it makes when grunge guitars wail atop a FruityLoops «trap» preset, and no musician has mixed rap and mall-goth with such temerity since Brokencyde. It takes chutzpah to survey the musical landscape, pick out a style of music that literally everyone hates, and decide to make music that sounds exactly like it. Yes, Lil Peep sampled The Microphones one time, but that doesn’t magically negate the fact that he also sampled Avenged Sevenfold. Donald Trump is president; the canon can go eat shit. To teenagers fishing for music that is the context-free chum bucket that is YouTube, sampling each of these bands is not unlike spying a Gucci Shirt and a No Fear hoodie next to each other at a Goodwill and buying both. If, as David St. Hubbins of Spinal Tap once mused, there’s a fine line between stupid and clever, Lil Peep has mumbled and stumbled his way to standing on both sides of that line at once.
Drew Millard lives with his parents. Find him at the mall or on Twitter .
Came up still wanna kill myself
I used to wanna kill myself
Came up, still wanna kill myself
My life is going nowhere
I want everyone to know that I don’t care
I used to wanna kill myself
Came up, still wanna kill myself
My life is going nowhere
I want everyone to know that I don’t care
I used to wanna kill myself
Came up, still wanna kill myself
My life is going nowhere
I want everyone to know that I don’t care
I used to wanna kill myself
Came up, still wanna kill myself
My life is going nowhere
I want everyone to know that I don’t care
Baby girl you got nothin’ on her
You’re the only one that could ever compare
I can’t hear what you’re trying to say
The lights shinin’ on the side of your face
Solía querer suicidarme
Crecí, sigo queriendo suicidarme
Mi vida no va a ninguna parte
Quiero que todos sepan que no me importa
Solía querer suicidarme
Crecí, sigo queriendo suicidarme
Mi vida no va a ninguna parte
Quiero que todos sepan que no me importa
Nena no tienes nada que envidiarle a ella
Eres la única que se podría comparar
No puedo escuchar lo que intentas decir
Las luces del club brillan en tu cara
Te encanta que la cocaína vaya directo a tu cerebro
¿Por qué todo el mundo es igual?
A la mierda mi vida dile a esa perra que estoy loco
Lil Peep, chica dejame callar tu dolor
Solía querer suicidarme
Crecí, sigo queriendo suicidarme
Mi vida no va a ninguna parte
Quiero que todos sepan que no me importa
Solía querer suicidarme
Crecí, sigo queriendo suicidarme
Mi vida no va a ninguna parte
Quiero que todos sepan que no me importa
Nena no tienes nada que envidiarle a ella
Eres la única que se podría comparar
No puedo escuchar lo que intentas decir
Las luces del club brillan en tu cara
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Lil Peep is not dead, energy doesn’t die
it only takes on a new form.
said it himself
Crys we love you lil peep 😭😭😭😭🕊👑💕💞❤💞💞💞💞💞😔⚘😭😭🕊🕊 king I wish I got to see I am a girl I am 17 years old and I really liked you 😊😳 yes I loved you lil peep
When peep said: “WHY TF IS EVERYBODY THE SAME” I felt that
«My life is going nowhere, I want everyone to know that I don’t care» that shit hit right in the feelings
@Keeva Wilcox hope you get better
Yep thats kinda where im at right now
Lil tracy said that when recording this he was in a room full of people and he would just scream into his phone and I think that’s pretty fuckin rad.
No way! That’s sick
The “BABY GIRLL YOU GOT NOTHING ON HER, UR THE ONLY ONE THAT CAN EVER COMPARE, I CANT HEAR WHAT UR TRYNNA SAY, CLUB LIGHTS SHININ ON THE SIDE OF UR FACE” hit different 😭😔
LUL Honestly IDK who tf listen Lil Peep in 2022? AIl school ganstas are on GOMUNKUL
Another melanie and peep fan! Hello 💘
@Erick Sandoval si
if i’m being honest, peep is basically the only reason i’m still alive.
me too, finally decided im sick of being depressed and living with anxiety so i am bettering myself with help from others, please take care of urself whenever you build the courage if you haven’t already
My friend committed suicide on may 1st 2020 and he left a link on his Instagram bio before he passed and it took me here, I’ve personally never been a fan of lil peep but sometimes I just lay in bed at night and play this song that he left behind and remember our last conversation together, as we passed the joint I looked at his arm and told him “you cut your arms, what are you an emo girl” that was the last day I saw him, a month and a half passed by and our close friend finally tells me the news, sometimes I feel like a part of it is my fault, I know a part of it is my fault but I tell my story to tell you guys to stay strong and hang in there, sometimes it might seem hard but just know you are a somebody and you’ll get through this.
@Ownerless Cat yea ig
@John Park Its partly on him man. Just facts. 🤦♂
That shi so crazy how we all go thru similar things, my friend committed suicide aswell in feb 2020. He told me how he tried to hang himself and how many seconds he held on at the time I didn’t believe him. I didn’t know what to say to him and I was honestly mad at him a few weeks before. It was the last day I saw him and I’ve always been a fan of peeps music but re listening to his music helped me get a better understanding of what my homie was going thru.
This takes me back to my highschool days, and im turning 23 now.. this album has a special place in my heart
I’m 19 been a fan of peeps music since January 2018 awful things first song by peep I really was into peep was a legendary singer and a person sucks he passed years ago I wish I could meet him cause his music is legendary!
Wow you’ve been a fan of him for a minute
This song hits you when your depressed I’m glad I got myself out of that mindset, all I can say is stay positive get a job you enjoy and work your ass off you won’t even have time to be depressed, when I was depressed I wanted to be more depressed but now I look back and thank everyone around me that took me out of that bad mindset, it’s not called mental health problems because it’s not a problem remember that
@Tokio yeah you don’t get a job and don’t have time to ve depressed, complete bs. It doesn’t work that way.
LUL Honestly IDK who tf listen Lil Peep in 2022? AIl school ganstas are on GOMUNKUL
@Tokio idk bro. Gym therapy meds. And actually actively TRYING to be better did wonders for me. People love to stay a victim. Yes depression can’t be cured but it can be treated. You have to do the work tho. Meds only help you float you have to swim on your own.
@Skeen 01 the saddest thing it got so many likes
@Skeen 01 youre right Bro
When he said «my life is going nowhere I want everyone to know that I don’t care», man I felt that.
No you don’t lol and anyone who agrees didn’t either. If that were the case you would do something big and make it known. All of you are just internet cry baby’s (obviously pun intended) typing it out😂
He meant it too love you gussy
You know that feeling where you’re just lying in bed, staring at the ceiling, in the dark, and you just think. For some reason, you want to cry, but you can’t. So, you just lay there, with your eyes open.
@Gavin DeYager exactly 😔❤️
wait this is exactly how i feel.
His voice is so angelic. I’m sad because i found him too late
@BoBaDrInK i teared up.
You didn’t. You found him when you needed support, when you were supposed to find him. 🙂
I love this song
I read this at the same time he sang it 🖤
Peep will always live through his music. No one can take that away!
LUL Honestly IDK who tf listen Lil Peep in 2022? AIl school ganstas are on GOMUNKUL
@Elise Economos Loehn emojis don’t equal love bro, I love juice and peep more than my own family the only people who ever been there for me as sad as that is
0:30 my thoughts on my 11 year life
RIP I love this comment 😔❤💞💕💞 RIP lil peep fly high 🕊🕊 we miss you a lot I think of you a lot we love you 🕊🕊🕊🕊🕊💞💕❤❤❤❤ you were my idol
were in this together. everyone who’s going through it.
I’ll never get to see her again that’s why I still feel fucked up i wonder what I did wrong 😕
@Mike Nolan eh idk bout that lmao. I got therapy,my fam, my girl. like what you mean 😂
We’re all alone together 🖤
That’s just even sadder😭 why do you guys gotta go threw it to
«minha vida não está indo a lugar nenhum, quero que todos saibam que eu não me importo. » me identifiquei. 🖤
this is my comfort song, i only started listening to peep recently and it was the best decision i’ve ever made. his music is my only form of comfort currently and im so lucky to have found his music. rest in peace
I can introduce you to many other lil peep songs that are comforting. If u want
everyone says they miss peep and i’m so hurt because peeps mom is so hurt that i can’t even imagine going thru life everyday missing your son that you raised from a lil boy 🙁
And his brother
Raised a lil peep
Hey look dont cry cause he died. Smile cause that angel was born.
I hope in 30 years people will still be playing his music.
See you in 30 years
@Diet Weed he isn’t the next Kurt Cobain I can see why some people would think that he isn’t though he is the one and only Lilpeep.
if someone ever told me «baby girl you got nothin on her..» i would melt
I can sing this exactly like peep
@TheGoonTomb no he’s saying that this girl has nothing on his ex (most likely emma) but at the same time this girl is the only one that could ever compare to her. Kinda like the next best thing kinda deal. I think that’s what he meant but i could be wrong
I said that to someone and they didn’t take it.
@TheGoonTomb no lol
@tracyminajiflavored vape lol that would be «she’s got nothing on you», «you’ve got nothing on her» means she’s better than you
If ur reading this I just want you to know you’re strong and I love you. You got this🖤
O Peep é como uma estrela, nunca para de brilhar. Te amo dms, eu sinto muito sua falta 💖
I love you peep♡
Es muy satisfactorio saber que pronto todas las canciones de Lil peep estarán en sus cuentas oficiales.
quiero ver ya la de the song they played
Marcos se refiere a los ep supongo
todas todas no se puede
Solo espero el álbum *part one* para morir en paz
This man a legend. Hits me hard love his songs.
eterno peep 🐥🇧🇷 queria que estivesse vivo e bem
miss u peep wish you were here to see how many people you’ve helped. rest easy peep.
Everyday I wake up missing him so much. I can’t believe he is gone. Rest In Peace Hellboy ❤
And guys plz stop fighting on here
He is not gone he is wit all of us u just have ta press play
@It’s Elmo Bitch this happened weeks ago so I don’t even know what your talking about lmao
Peep never gets old.
ngl i aint even a fan of peep but this song shows raw emotion and thats what i like in music
While listening to Peep i feel that someone, somewhere feels as shitty as i and that im not alone. I just wish i could talk to him. Rest in peace Gus
I feel the same way cuh
Porfavor nosotros los fans no lo dejemos morir nunca 🖤✖️
@é a Esthefani So que diferenciada kHé bÉrgHá?
@Emerson Albuquerque mano, não seja xenofobia. Você estará sujando a imagem do lil peep.
ya esta muerto xd
the way he can control his voice is honestly amazing
By far the best song on the album❤
🇧🇷 Lil peep para sempre ❤
Solo imagina cuántos temas peep hubiera sacado en cuarentena ❤️
ninguno, tiene una discografica.
Hubiera sido la mejor cuarentena, pero solo nos quedan recuerdos de el:((
Si bro estaria estupendo R.I.P
y’all ever feel like he’s right beside u when u sing/ play his music.
It’s weird because I always get really really cold when I listen to his music. I love to think he’s vibing with me 🖤💕
i feel this song with all my heart:)
Peep lives through his music 🔥🐐
Descanse em paz peep💔🐣
When he raised his voice, he gave me chills holy shet.
Que hermosa canción.
he isn’t gone, he lives on through his music and our love. if we forget then he’s really gone, only the real fans will help keep him alive.
LiL PeeP is someone who sometimes interprets my feelings with her tone of voice.
The lyrics separate me from my race, I’m isolated and become a new person.
Happy birthday, good luck, your songs heal me, I take our revenge, sleep comfortably.
Eu sempre vou te esperar peep.
Peep made such a big fan base. Wish he could see what he made.
Im sure he did ❤️🩹
He got to c it just added more when he died he knew all the support and love he got he loved everyone so much
He’s working down and he knows what fan base that he made in the legacy that he has and people are keeping him alive by listening to his music every single day I am a huge huge fan of little people looking At my picture and what’s a say. Lil Peep I am a huge fan I own a cook hats And stickers and I listened to his music every single day I really don’t listen to nobody else He comes down from heaven and he knows what’s going on he knows who his fans are he knows he’s loved He is my idol because his music is like what I’m going through and it hopes me I hear a lot of people say his music is depressing and he sucks my dad he hates his music but he loves juice world Have you heard of any of his new music yet His voice is just memorizing a problem it puts you in a trance and in a good way All I got to say is You’re loved and missed everyday Lil Peep R.IP 2 u And your music will be Membered for years to come Your music keeps Him alive And his legacy I’m not good with words
All these official audio literally are making me sob, taking me back to better times when alot of people in my life were still alive. RIP peep